twentyone-street@bs

havent been blogging again.
oh man. many things have past.
~~i realised our clique's strong bonds are gone~~ perhaps it's just me thinking too much
heyhey, shall not blog more about my personal life!
shall answer the question alot of pple have in mind.
especailly when it's sec 3 -- THE YEAR! yah, everybody says!
so check if you are IN LOVE

There is no easy way to find the truth behind your feelings
or the feelings of another person
but there are some tell-tale signs that love is blooming (or growing deeper).

If you agree with 7 of the following 9 statements you are probably in love.

1.You know, because you have been told by your significant other, that your deep feelings are returned in kind.

2.The object of your affections makes you feel special and good about yourself.

3.If/when you feel jealous it is always fleeting; you trust your partner not to betray you or hurt your relationship.

4.Nothing makes you feel as serene as when you and your partner are together.

5.When you fight with your partner you usually make up within a few hours and you always agree that nothing is more important than you both being able to express your true feelings (even if they sometimes cause conflict).

6.Your partner never asks you to choose between him/her and your loyalties to your family and friends - if you do choose him/her over them you always have a good reason and it is always YOUR decision, and your decision alone.

7.Neither you or your partner feel the need to test the other's loyalties or feelings.

8.You are more yourself when with your partner than you are with anybody else.

9.If sex is part of your relationship it is by mutual desire and agreement without the slightest hint of commitment testing or persuasion.

DOES THIS CLEAR YOUR DOUBTS? [:
i sure do have doubts with this kinda thing.
but it's just not my thing now. i'm all focused on studies.
hahahaha [: hey guys, if you all wna excel in your studies,
perhaps you just need to be a little hardworking ~~though i'm not~~
and for a while, "give up" your relationships.
i realise relationships do play a part in pulling down your grades,
so jiayou pple! only you can help yourself! :D

omg i'm so crappy today.
hands all tired, fingers all pain
after all that typing of bio proj and smsing! :l

Three things that feel like love but are really very far from it.

Lust

You know the feeling… that unexplainable and often sudden physical draw to another person that hits you like a ton of bricks within moments of meeting. This is the feeling that is all too often mistaken for “love at first sight” but that is really nothing more than an intense physical attraction. When we fall in lust we often think we’re in love.

Obsession

Obsessive feelings are often mistaken for love because people rationalize that, “It must be love if I can’t think of anyone else.” Obsession is similar to lust but it is much more misleading and destructive. While lust is often fleeting, fading as two people come to know each other better, obsession sticks around once people have seen each other flaws and all.
In fact, obsession can be made worse with time while lust always fades. Love can grow out of lust but obsession kills love every time!

Rebounding

Everybody has heard of the rebound fling. This is a relationship that comes very quickly on the heels of another relationship ending. Rebounds are rarely based on love but are really a way of alleviating the loneliness people feel when a relationship ends. Even people who wanted their previous relationship to end can fall for the rebound phenomenon. Rebounding can feel like love for the simple reason that the people involved want to be in love. ~~perhaps this could help you understand and "wake up"~~

BENJAMIN HUM;
always the superstar in our hearts [:

although benjamin didnt win ytd,
but it's obvious that he deserved to win.
i'm not saying shawn isn't good enough,
just feel that a 13-year-old haven't had enough experience yet.

yeah, benjamin's performance WAS SUPER NICE :D
I LOVE HIS 3-7-21 and that brought him 40/50 from the judges :D

shuai dao! :D

yeah, so like i think that the winners are all fixed le.
take the css album for example,
the very first song is shawn's, followed by keely, benjamin, then zhengning.
it's all fixed, you never know how the mediacorp collect the votes.
yah, pple may say that i'm bias towards benjamin, but it's quite a fact that nobody can deny.
shawn wasn't on form during the finals,
but perhaps he could be the campus superstar.
~~although he wld end up like zhiyang~~ do we see zhiyang on tv?
no, except for css. he's just back to square one, when he havent join the competition
and almost the whole css2 thinks that benjamin deserved to win.

"Out there beyond the stage, Shawn’s popularity is undeniable. But backstage, things were not the same.
When we interviewed Top 20 contestants Jiaqi, Joanna, Huixian, Elaine, Zijie, Junjie and Javin, all unanimously agreed that they were rooting for Benjamin because the St Hilda schoolboy is the better singer.
When it was announced by hosts Dasmond Koh and Pornsak after the first song performance that Shawn was leading in the votes, all was quiet backstage. No whopping cheers, no applause.
Even one of the hair-stylists backstage couldn’t help but get emotionally involved in the competition. Not only did he hand his mobile phone to Zijie with the order to make 50 votes for Benjamin, he even asked at least two reporters to lend him their handphone to make five calls each!
Subsequently, when Shawn was announced the male winner, only Agnes, Guohao and the alumni from CSS 1 displayed signs of joy."

quoted from 'http://u.mediacorptv.com/storylanding.htm'

zhengning's dance is as great as usual. but her singing still didnt make it.
keely's super cute in that blue dress she wore!
and she really deserved to be the campus superstar :D
her voice is great [:

the final 4 :D

BENJAMIN HUM :D

it's a pity we cant see benjamin in the finals, singing with teresa.
hahahah mayb it would be more comfortable seeing them sing tgth la xD

teresa and shawn.

well it just doesnt feel right looking at them singing "jin tian ni yao jia gei wo"
it just feels.. how do you say.. weird!
hahahah don't have that feel.
cos this song is supposed to be happy and jumpy de,
but they sing until like very sad and moody. hahahaah!

benjamin and shawn!

BENJAMIN! ALWAYS THE BEST :D

TAGS :D

josephh: YEAHH! BENJAMIN IS ALOT BETTER! :D ZHENGNING'S DANCE WASNT THAT GREAT THAT NIGHT , IT SEEMED WEIRD TO ME! =/
HAHAHAHA YEAH, BENJAMIN IS ALWAYS THE BEST :D eh her dance was nice what! [:

SARAH!: hello! (: dont emo okay,tsktsk,must have been the zombie...
LOLS! I CHANGED SONG LE LA. xD hahaha :D

shub: yoyo. thanks for providing the pics! GUILONG HAO SHUAI ORH~ haha. DUN BE SAD! MY HEART WILL BREAK DE! hehe.
NO PROB :D hahahahah no la, not sad le. NOW SAD COS BENJAMIN DIDNT WIN! :l

liwen: haha.ZHONG JI YI JIA~ =D nice nice~ zhen zi very cute larh~ dont scared!hehe
EEEEEE. WHERE GOT CUTE?! omg so scary :l hahahah ZHONG JI YI JIA IS NICE :D

NADIA: oh wanting and dont be sad. cheerups! a big smile a day keeps the wrinkles away? =D
OKAY :D A NADIA A DAY KEEPS THE WRINKLES AWAY! lols :x

NADIA: okay hahaha now everyone's into watching dramas again huh. huan huan ai and zhong ji yi jia. geez, if only i have like 1548495625 hours of spare time to watch them. =/
LOLS COS IT'S NICE :D YOU MUST GO WATCH IF YOU AHVE THE TIME :D

SARAH!: emo ah...haha.okay,if i have time i shall go watch tht show,it looks spastic enough though.
it's not really spastic la. but it's quite actually xD hahahahah :D

BENJAMIN HUM; my current craze :D

ahhhhhhhhh no point crying over spilt milk i guess.
yah, a fact is a fact. accept it girl, i tell myself.
crying is sure great,
it allows you to let out all your troubles in one go,
and cry them away.

I'M NOW MUCH BETTER LE. THKS TO MY FRIENDS :D

OMG SATURDAY IS CAMPUS SUPERSTAR2 FINALS LE!
although everyone's gna deem that shawn gna win,
BUT I INSIST ON WANTING BENJAMIN TO WIN :D
~~shawn isn't up to age, besides you nvr know what wld it become when his voice breaks~~
omg just realise, my name is beside benjamin's! SEE UP THERE! LAME :l

AND BENJAMIN ROCKS LA :D

you said you arent going out with him,
you said your weekend's mine,
you said you wanted to go out with me,
all that you said are lies.

guess friends arent as important to you anymore.
one word from him and you are alr preparing to go out.
5 smses from me and you still insist on staying home.
yeah, guess i'm just a substitute.

I'VE CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN :D

hahahah just for your info, those words all typed by me :l
hahahah but it's just some random stuffs so yah, DONT TRY TO SEE THEM HOR :X
and and i just found out from jacq's foolscap paper that :x means kissing -.-
some random stuffs.

went to swimming ytd even though it was freezingly cold!
and the swimming pool's empty and clean.
which is like better right? :D
there's some interesting things that happen but i think i forgot.
hahahaha SO ANTI-CLIMAX! yah yah i forgot :x

recently addicted to 终极一家!
hahahaha it's super nice la. MUST WATCH.
but then again, I'M SCARED OF ZHENZI,
which like is supposed to appear quite a lot of times la.
cos it's xia mei's power :l

GUILONG! SUPER SHUAI HAHAHA XIATIAN'S ANOTHER PERSONALITY. :D

XIATIAN! THE TOOT ONE :D

XIU! DONG CHENG WEI!

zhenzi. I'M SCARED OF HER LA :l IT'S SMALL COS I DONT DARE TO MAKE IT BIG xD

THE WHOLE OF ZHONG JI YI JIA :D

TAGS:

josephh: YO SSR! :D NICE SKIN! J FOR JOSEPH! :D
hahaha thkyou thkyou. errr J FOR JELLY! :D

SARAH!: now qi yue leh...zombie,KONG BU!lols (:
hahahaha lols. DONT REMIND ME! hahaha anyway i changed the song le! :D

ivan: i long nvr come tag le!:D hahahah omg zombie!its nice.lol u nvr ask wenjia come ur blog listen too,(: even though her blog got la.xD
hahahaha she listened le. errr I PUT FIRST! :D anw i changed song le.

liwen: LOL.zombie~ wanting u not scared mehs? HAHA XDDDD
this song is about zombies meh? I MORE SCARED OF ZHENZI :D

WEICHING: i turn off the sound when i go into your blog! lol! bang bang! :]
WHAT?! it's nice lorh. anyway i changed song le :D

liwen: haha.nvm larh.GET WELL SOOON~ hehe. ZOMBIE!XDDDDDDD
ZOMBIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE. thkyouthkyou. now havent okay :x

SARAH!: it sounds kong bu...heehee,and wah,wanting can be doctor,then next time i can save alot of money,cos i fall sick easily :/
it's quite nice mah :D hahahah I CANT BE DOCTOR, i will kill alot pple wor xD

wenjia: ?! ur zombie is live de issit. sounds weird. O.o anyway its a superrrrrrrrrrrrrrr old song. =P
dno leh. aiyah who cares if it's old. it's nice jiu can le!

WEICHING: HAHA THE THINGS IN THE GUY DEPARTMENT LOOKS LIKE STUFF IN THE WOMEN DEPARTMENT! ;D
yah la. TO YOU MAH. hahaahahahah! :D

jacq: JAY CHOU OMG is he gay? T.T
aiyah. jay chou likes me, ofcourse he's not xD

FiOnA: hey! relink pls! =D thanks!
RELINK LE :D

NADIA: 我可以~ 陪你去看星星~不用再多说明~ 我就要和你在一起~ =DD
WO KE YI! I KNOW YOU LOVE ME :D

shub: bu neng shuo de mi mi super nice! jay is sooo talented. haha. so tempted to buy the dvd when it comes out worhs~
COS IT'S MY JAY CHOU MAH! HAHAHAHAHAHA :D

finally replied all the tags :D

WHAT HAS THE SOCIETY BECOME?

hahahah nvr blog for so long le :D
been watching the X-family (zhong ji yi jia) SO FUNNY! [:
yah, today on the bus, i was thinking about the question.
what has the society become?

there's this girl that boarded my bus today.
she was stopped by the bus driver for so reasons,
and when she walked towards the backseat,
she said, "nabei, na ge uncle kao pei kao bu, kanina chibye!"
(don't be offended, it's exactly what she said)
teenagers nowadays think that saying such stuff is cool and so IN,
but that just makes them super unglam. super duper.
i mean like you can just say it in your heart or whatever right.
it's obvious that she just want to make it known to everybody,
that she has this SPECIAL ability to say these words?

and another problem is why do people in this society not dress their age?
i mean like everywhere you see young girls, trying to dress so maturely,
and acting so old, which in fact, did look old.
shld girls be enjoying their teenage years and the beauty that they have?
and thick makeups are like so old fashion la.
natural beauty is definitely still the best. [like duh!]
and aunties are dressing like teenagers.
a definite 16-61 - look like 16 from the back, 61 in front.
recently, me and shub went to j8 and we saw this very back view of a woman/lady.
with a black tight-fitting tanktop and super-short white shorts and highlighted hair,
she absolutely look like a 20 plus from the back.
but what she is in front, perhaps 50 plus?

another problem is that many teenagers are rebonding their hair,
and highlighting and dying it.
okay, i admit that i want to rebond my hair,
but it's just cos i have messy hair, and it sometimes get on my nerves.
but teenagers now want to rebond hair just to blend into their surroundings.
and dying&highlighting your hair just expose your hair to chemicals,
so very harmful.
we often see them, dying their hair during the holidays, for like a month,
and dying their hair black again to go to school.
is that what a student shld do?

hahahaha omg, i'm so longwinded.
but yes, these are what is in my mind. :D
tata pple! :D
oh yah,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYNETTE! :D

SUNDAY 12AUG07

ahhh, "i'm having migraines and influenza, perhaps bronchitis!"
hahahah this is what i told weiching when she asked me if i was sick [:
i know i know, I CAN BE A DOCTOR :D hahah!
yah, seriously ill la.
i haaaaaaaate being sick! it's uber irritating.
anw, cldnt go out with wen today cos i'm sick. ~~damn!~~
it's been a long time since i went out with her. boos! :[
XIANG DANG NIAN! :D

shall go mug chem! HAHAHAH but i'm lazy.
mayb i shld play some games first! :D :D

ENJOY THE SONG ZOMBIEEEEEEEEE! :D

SATURDAY 11AUG07

went out with weiching today :D
i'm supposedly teaching her maths :D
hahahaha, since when did i become a tutor?! [:

slacked at mac. met lingling, chaoqun and their friend, yvonne i guess :D
small world! :D
omg! LINGLING IS ONE MATHS AND SCIENCE PRO! :l

went to shop for swimming costume with ching.
siaaaaaaan! I LOVE RED. but it's so AA! hahahah what weiching says!
so ended up i bought a handphone pouch. A PIG :D it's cute okay!
oh, I KILLED A BUG IN MAC!
i was using my maths notebook, and it made this super loud bang sound,
and everybody was like looking at me! hahaha :x OOPS!

some PICTURES :D by weiching

woah nice box! :D

oooooh, looks like hair pins! for guys?!

EARRINGS! ~~not~~

OMG MY RED HEAVEN :D LOVE RED <3

RANDOM!

不能说的秘密！

叶湘伦；小伦小伦！

where you going? YOU-WONT-KNOW! :l

went to watch bu neng shuo de mi mi (SECRETS) today! :D
omg. it's SUPER DUPER NICE CAN!
omg ai si jay le :D

today's talent time was great :D
and the whole concert went well [:
after school, wanting&liwen&weiching&shub&nadia&hueiting went to amk hub :D
ivan psed us for maple
wenjia psed us for tc :[ BOOS!
hahahah THE SHOW WAS SUPER NICE.
although there are some parts where i got scared :X
hahaha no big deal, i get scared easily [:
OMG MY JAY CHOU :D YI RAN NA ME COOL! hahahah
I WNA WATCH AGAIN LEH. REALLY VERY NICE LUH. MUST BELIEVE ME CAN.

went to take neoprint :D
hahahah was as usual nice.
&we slacked at the arcade :D the ulu jubilee arcade.
hahahahahhahaha TODAY WAS JUST GREAT :D
ILOVEIT :D

saw eyecandy at bus stop when gg home :D
random random.

SOME PICTURES OF JAY!

OMG THIS IS SO CUTE CAN :D

COOL CLASSY! :D

GARY GANG (inside joke!) JAY CHOU ACTING CUTE :D ~~aiyah, he dont act dou cute le :x~~

NATIONAL DAY IS HERE :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE.

today's assembly was super fun luh! :D

arrgh! HAVENT BEEN BLOGGING LATELY. SORRY PPLE :D
hahahaha yah, too many things, too little time.
was planning t slack at home for the weekend,
but in the end, was super uber busy!

FRIDAY 3AUG07

THE TALENTIME TICKETS ARE SELLING FAST :D
i know i know, the ticket sellers are just TOO ATTRACTIVE. -pukes-
hahahahah! 3/1 BOUGHT 50 TICKETS AT THE PRICE OF $25 FOR GLADYS!
come on pple, admire our class spirit!
yeah, and the bag's gna burst
cos we gave $25 worth of COINS!
CAN YOU IMAGINE? :D
SS TEST WASNT AS BAD AS I THOUGHT IT WAS [:
SLACK SLACK SLACK.
WACTHED HUAN HUAN AI. omg i'm typing in caps :X
and i didnt realise it :D

SATURDAY 4AUG07

SPEND THE WHOLE MORNING WATCHING CARTOONS.
you know, i'm still in my childhood okay! :D
hahahahah after lunch, went swimming.
IT'S SUPPOSED TO BE HOT SO I CAN SUNTAN,
but it turned out not! argh!
and the swimming pool's filled with pple.
didnt swim much though. and i breathed in CHLORINE.
CHLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORINE euuUx no0ex! miIex g0inggx TuuUx diiEx arHHx? jIiux MinGgx arhHx!

hahahahah WEICHING'S INFLUENCING ME.
WITH HER TWIT WORDS! hahah ~~she says ms leow's twit :x~~
I'VE NOT TOUCHED MY HOMEWORK YET. OH NO!

SUNDAY 5AUG07

SPENT THE WHOLE MORNING WATCHING CARTOONS AGN.
AND FINISHED A XIAO SHUO! -feel a sense of accomplishment-
BUT MY HOMEWORK. fine i shld start doing my physics,
but i ended up at compass shopping.
hahahaha sorry homework! :D
aiyah, my weekends are boring, so yah, sorry for boring you guys [:
hahahah, you need to rest you know [:
AND I HATE PHYSICS.
I HATE MDM TEY! :x

omg i love this phrase! :D

“心痛不是一个形容词，我仿佛真的感觉到身体的深处有个伤口，我害怕孤单，尤其是一个人独处时，过往的回忆像潮水般涌来，让我淹没在自己的泪水中。人说是时间是治疗失恋的良药，可是随着时间经过，我的哀伤不减反增，只渐渐地，我不知道自己是哀伤失去他，还是哀伤没有人爱的寂寞。” 《桃花妹妹》