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左边:D

总是忍不住寂寞掉下眼泪
你才会给安慰
等担心短暂的晴天
随时都可能
被阴狸收回
待有机会最坏也最甜美
我乐观却疲惫
因为太怕失去你
所以连快乐里都装满伤悲

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你会了解

总在埋怨过你的冷漠
之后又急着说抱歉
仿佛向疏远的你
乞求一点体贴
都是我不对
结果有可能最美也最可悲
我做好了准备
也许太自由的你
心里面那个家
谁也不能回

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
想信你会了解

我一直相信总有一天
你会用左手
牵着我走向明天
未来很遥远却会实现
心在同一边
就能够听见
你说的那句我爱你

你不曾发觉
你总是用右手牵着我
但是心却跳动在左边
你和我之间的遥远
永远隔着亲切
爱少的可怜
伸出右手
想陪着你向前走
感受你爱我的心跳在左边
那么深深爱你的我
你一定看的见

i tht i'm strong now.
i tht i can forget you.
i tht i won't cry.
but i just can't do it.
your apathy is making me so miserable. :(

ohmyguanyingma.
i can't believe i'm online ONCE AGAIN.
okay, thee shall not remember that thou is here.
HAHAHAHAHA, I'M SO INFLUENCED BY "THE CRUCIBLE"
it's seriously a great movie with all the witchcraft & everything.
very literatur-ish! :D

just take it that i'm buried under piles of books, preparing for the coming MYE!

i rmb the promises you made.
the sugarsweet promises that brought my heart up into the clouds.
you promised to take good care of me.
you promised not to hurt me again.
guess promises are meant to be broken.

I AM GOING TO CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN SOON :D
AFTER MYE :D :D

omg omg, i promised not to use the comp alr.
but i can't help but post pictures [:
so i shall n ot blog anything yeah :D
oh yes, english was a killer paper.
thanks to mrs ash'ari :/

so you don't have attitude problem is it?
aren't you giving me attitude now.
so i'm supposed to be angry with you now, cos you're giving me attitude.
but no, i'm not a least bit angry.
cos i'm not as pretty as you. w/o that 'r'.
m-fking self-centred bastard.

do you even care for me?

how would you expect me to reflect on something i don't even know?
mayb you shld do some reflection.
use a mirror perhaps? :D

HIATUS. ❤
离开了，不在了。
love you guys, till then :D
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

PINK PINK.
i can't believe i'm starting to love pink.
is it because of you?

THANKYOU ANGEL, IF YOU EVER SEE THIS, FOR THE CHOCOLATE.
REALLY LOVE IT :D :D :D

you stopped smsing me.
why must you break my heart again & again?
f.

SKY OF LOVE
just thinking of it makes me tear. :/

拥有过却失去比没拥有过就失去还可怕

JAYCHOU'S NEW SONG - 千山万水
it's for the beijing olympics :D
SUPER NICE SUPER NICE.
IT'S A MUST TO LISTEN OKAY :D :D

you changed.
so totally changed.
i no longer feel your love, your care.
perhaps i should not hang on anymore.
perhaps i should give up.
perhaps i'll be happier then.
perhaps...

3 weeks without seeing you.
i miss you so much that i can't take it anymore. :/

CHOIR CONCERT WAS A BLAST! :D
HAHAHA REALLY ENJOYED IT.
CHIKWAN YOU ROCK LA.
i feel like just shouting, "HE SITS BESIDE ME OKAY!"
everybody was like omg so cute.
he has become the school's idol in one night [:

well, was a busy day on sat.
went for lunch with family at jacks place.
so full can! omg, must exercise more alr!

met up with jacq & headed to bugis.
so much for saying i'm not gg to be late.
sorry jacq! :D
& YOU GREW TALLER. temporary or not :X
shopped around bugis from like 3 to 6?
hmm, jacq bought lots of stuffs eh.
& i didnt buy anything. so i bought a tee :D
GIRAFFE TEE. ~~i actually forgot how to spell giraffe.~~
G-I-R-A-F-F-E! :D
was super bored at 5. & we still have 1 more hour till meeting the rest of the pple at city hall.
so we head back to bugis street & shopped again :D
before we knew it, IT WAS 6.
& WE WERE LIKE CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG.

met liwen, ivan, ganghao & augustine at city hall.
we weren't at all late.
wenjia, shub & hueiting still arent here.
so we went in search for a toilet to change out of our casual shopping attire into a casual-formal one :D
CITYLINK HAS NO TOILETS.
WTF! WE WERE SO TIRED ALR & WALKED THE WHOLE OF CITYLINK,
WITH NO TOILETS IN SIGHT.

we went all the way to marina square just to change.
didnt have dinner so i grabbed some subway cookies.
YAH SUBWAY COOKIES AGAIN :D :D

met up with everybody.
everybody as in liwen, wenjia, shub, hueiting, jacq, ivan, ganghao, augustine :D
WE RUSHED TO RAFFLES PLACE MRT.
COS IT'S LIKE 7 PLUS ALR.
WE RAN ALL THE WAY FROM RAFFLES MRT TO VCH.
DO YOU KNOW HOW FAR IT IS.
& IT'S SUPER UNGLAM OKAY!
well, at least we made it in time.
I LOVE CHOIR CONCERT!
ESPECIALLY THE MUSICAL! :D :D

however, i seriously think that andersonians so lack of discipline & respect. hello? we're in VICTORIA CONCERT HALL. must i repeat myself? i mean like it's SUPPOSED to be a CHOIR CONCERT. not some rockband concert or whatever. what's with all the shouting of names & everything? well, it may seem encouraging & such, but don't you think with everybody shouting, it just seems like a wet market, with all the touting and stuffs.

hmm, shall not talk about these.
after the choir concert, stayed around vch.
hmm, it's kinda nice.
observing how andersonians dress up,
looking at ex-andersonians that we so miss :D
& noting who's with who. [:
with all the holding of hands & stuffs.
well, really admire them la.
like they actually took time out to accompany their bf/gf to the some random concert :D

we actually thought of gg clubbing :D
COS WE ARE ALL SIXTEEN except for shub la :x
lols :D well, she can make it through.
walked around clarke quay before settling down in mac.
lols mac again! well, didnt eat though.
liwen & i were emoing. hmm, DON'T EMO ALR OKAAAAAY :D

it's so sweet of my dad to come fetch me.
perhaps the only person in the world that will EVER fetch me home at night :D

CHIKWAN, THE SCHOOL IDOL NOW! :D
& THE GUY BESIDE ME!

hmm, i look weird here la :X

credits to jacq for the pictures :D

so randomly rmbed i once sang shan hu hai(duet) with a guy over the phone sometime back
hahahah so cool. now thinking of it XD

we're like 2 parallel lines,
never meant to meet.
you are so different all of the sudden.
you seemed so distant.
i dont seem to know you anymore.

VAN HOUTEN CHOCOLATES ARE LOVE :D

THANKYOU JACQ FOR SHARING YOUR VANHOUTEN CHOC WITH ME.
though it's only a small packet. :D
hahahah, it's been so long since i ate chocolates.
THEY ROCK EH :D

wah i so love this song now [:
thanks jacq for the introduction :D

TMR IS CHOIR CONCERT! :D
& IT'S GNA BE A BUSY BUSY DAY.
having lunch with parents at jack's place at 1 plus
meeting jacq at 3 at bugis to go shopping [:
meeting the others at raffles place at 6 to go to choir concert together :D

i still don't dare to go home alone at night :/

why can't you just forgive & forget?
well, at least forgive.
i really dont get you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON :D
hmm, and dennis too lah.
like he will ever come my blog XD

18 ALR. SO OLD LA!
PS: I'M STILL YOUNG OKAY, UNLIKE YOU OLD GUY! :D

OMG I'M TOTALLY CRAZY OVER SUBWAY COOKIES NOW.
i know it's kinda late.
*crunching on one double choc cookie now :D

imagine the amount of calories the cookies give you.
argh! i shall stop thinking about that yeah.
if not i'm so going to go have a jog RIGHT NOW
hahahah, which won't even happen cos i'm super lazy! :D

CHOIR CONCERT IS COMING.
OMG I AM SO EXCITED!
COS THERE ARE SO MANY THINGS THAT WE'RE GG TO DO :D
like seeing somebody's girlfriend XD
& SO MANY PPLE ARE GOING CHOIR CONCERT LA. :D :D
WEIJUN'S GOING TOO. so random XD

wenjia, jacq, ivan and I were discussing about what we shld wear to choir concert & about what ivan shld wear.
hahahah, wenjia was like saying ivan you shld wear those long-sleeved shirt with a vest, cos it's like for small little boys & will look very cute :D
*NOTE: SMALL LITTLE BOYS [:
can't wait for choir concert.

it's at night though,
& it's dark!
mum: it's at night? how you going to come home?
wanting: take mrt luh! :D *gives that brave look*
mum: you dare to walk home yourself meh?
wanting: ...

okay i don't dare to walk home myself :/
it's so dark can!
anybody wna pei me? XD XD

i know you are angry with me.
but can't you give me a chance?
give me a chance to prove that i do believe you. :/

THANKYOU FRIENDS :D
you brighten up everyday.
YOU ALL ARE THE BEST. ALWAYS :D

imeem is so screwed up.

hmm, we slacked during flag day :x
sorry whoever's flag day that is.
met liwen after that.
we practically rot in amk hub la.
waiting for weiching to finish her last SJAB assignment.
GUOZHANG SO AI MEI LA. STAYED IN THE TOILET FOR 15 MINS.
WE ALMOST DIED WHILE WAITING FOR HIM.
~~he looks good in casual outfit.~~ :D

THANKYOU LIWEN FOR PEI-ING ME ON SUNDAY.
well, you meant alot to me okay :D
& i know you will always be there to lend me your ears XD
though not literally la!
get well soon! & COME BACK TOMORROW OKAY!
going out takes my mind off unhappy things.
slacked in woodlands library.
WHILE PPLE NOWADAYS ARE SO HARDWORKING CAN.
EVERY AVAILABLE CORNER IN THE LIBRARY IS TAKEN! :/
finally found a spot after going round & round woodlands lib!

both me & liwen wore ELMO TSHIRT x3
or is it only me? HAHAHAH XD

i just wna say thankyou to ganghao & ivan & wenjia & weiching & minu & welson for brightening my day today :D
thankyou for all the advices too.
& making me feel that i still have my friends to support me & fall back on.

ivan, those words you said today is so god damn comforting la.
for once. HAHAHAHAHA XD just joking.
& YOU ARE FINALLY GG CHOIR CONCERT LA!

hmm, ganghao thankyou for your advice.
WENJIA! to gossip with! XD

weiching, thankyou for waiting for me :D
& DON'T EAT UNTIL SO UNGLAM LA.
POOR VIRGIN CHICKEN!
& YOU ARE FINALLY GG CHOIR CONCERT WITH ME :D

WELSON&MINU MADE ME LAUGH & LAUGH TODAY.
~~can't even emo with them around la!~~

我长大了！

aww poor window by the staircase

THAT'S GINGERBREAD. ALL THE WAY FROM UK. NOT AVAILABLE HERE OKAY :D

ELMO DAY :D not emo okay!

i don't understand why.
i believe you. believe you so much.
& because of that, i endure.
i love you, so i can't bear not seeing you for 2 weeks.
don't you understand that.
~~i bet you don't even miss me.~~
you have your own life. fine, so i'm not in your life i guess.
i finally found the answer to my question all along.
i was unsure if i want to be with you for the fun of it or if i really love you.
but now i know, i love you more than ever.
but do you?
perhaps i'm just a toy to you.