I'M HERE :D
Omg tmr it's EMATHS, GERMAN THEN AMATHS!
*SCREEEEEEEEEEEAMS
I shld be studying hor. Okay byebye.
One more day to end of ONE WEEK of Os :D
I'VE COLLECTED MY JAY CHOU ALBUM.
OMG NICE NICE NICE. VERY NICE :D

I'm STILL not studying uh! :/
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I had a dream last night.
It seemed so real, so damn convincing.
It was about him, yeah after so long.
I thought dreams were supposed to be vague.
They were supposed to be in your subconscious.
Yet, I can still see it clearly now. Very lucid.
He's the only face I can see clearly in my dreams.
Cladded in my favourite out of all his shirts.
Looking exceptionally ______.
But yet I appeared invisible to him.
Not once did he looked at me in the eye.
Aww, dreams were supposed to be forgotten when you wake up.
Why do I still remember it till now?
No wonder the gloomy saturday.
i'm still not studying.
9 MORE DAYS D: D: D:
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Today's the last day for us, graduating classes.Awwwwwwwwwww, EMO DAAAAAAAAAY.
ALL THE TEACHERS WERE TALKING
EMO TALK IN CLASS D: D:
EMO EMO EMO.
Well shall blog more ltr when I've got the pictures from gladys :D
I GAVE ANDREW LIM MY RED HEART (balloon) TODAAAAAAAAY :D :D
Hahahahha, AND HE ACCEPTED MY RED HEART (balloon)! :d :d
Yeah, 4/1 brought down super lot of balloons today TO ASSEMBLY :D
Mr Ang wasn't here, so unsurprisingly, we didnt get scolded XD
Oh, by the way, I came to blog just b/cos I was browsing ahpek's blog & I came across something that I must share eh :D :D
"You said you tried putting yourself in others' shoes, perhaps you got the wrong pair. You said you'd learn, perhaps you got the wrong book."Uber cool :D
Was told to evacuate school grounds today.
Super sudden & unexpected.
Digression: I supposed that's surprising b/cos it's unexpected mah! (SS)Dont know what happened, & all the extra lessons are suddenly cancelled.
All the tchrs have gone to the AVT. Empty school.
What's happening?! Nobody wants to tellllllllllll!
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I'm not on hiatus okay.
Have been online like almost everyday yeah, but no time to blog.
Grandma just passed away last week.
Spent the whole week, busy with the wake & rituals.
The burning of the coffin is still explicitly etched in my mind.
I can see the fires blazing & burning everything away.
As we viewed from the viewing hall, screams & sniffs were heard as the coffin was slowly pushed into the incinerator by the machine.
All gone, in that second when the fire shows itself.
All burned up. Only bones remain.
But no, our love for her will never get burned up.
I cried & cried & cried.
Even on the bus, I kept on crying.
I'm considered the only grandchild that stayed with her.
She watched me grow up.
Right from the cradle till now.
Although we don't stay together, but grandma is always asking for me, my aunt says.
She says I'm grandma's favourite grandchild.
& yet I'm not there when she passed away.
Nobody's there. She's alone in the cold hospital room with the maid.
That's it, we didnt even get the chance to see her. For the last time.
I asked my dad if he cried.
He said, why cry. Grandma has already reached her age.
She have so many grandchildren & great grandchildren.
She is already very fortunate to live till 84.
And it's better for her to go, then suffer everyday, with needles poking everywhere.
Yes, Grandma, rest in peace.
I believe you are going to a place better.
Much better than this cruel world.
Emo post :XAnother bad news: Wasn't selected for taiwan trip D:Liwen says those selected are mostly a little poor, who needs subsidies.
Unfair unfair :/
It's okay lah, b/cos I saw the newspapers recently saying that those who are monkeys, this year isn't a good year to travel overseas.
Don't know if I shld believe. But perhaps this is a sign.
Oh well, stay in Singapore.
WORK WORK WORK. EARN EARN EARN $$$ :D